Distance

She didn't see you at all today.
She didn't get to talk
to you and see
you smile at her words.
She didn't get to walk with you and
laugh for you,
and she didn't get to be by you.
She was distant and mostly it was
the schedule to blame.
The schedule distant the two of you.

Sleep

She couldn't sleep last night,
She thought of you
And how you
Might feel from what she said.
She couldn't sleep last night,
She missed you
Too much.
You should've gone last night
When
You had the chance
But the two of you were too tired.
It's okay. Everything's okay.
She heard your voice and listened to you.
You told her that she should sleep because
She had to wake up
Early the next morning.
She heard you voice
And she relaxed.
She could sleep now because of you.

Voices

So she learned one thing:
She doesn't like talking
to you
and her friend
at the same time.
She would rather just talk to you and be
yours for the moments.
Too many voices
at too many times are trouble
for her ears.

Maybe

She waits for you as she works.
Thinking
and waiting
only for you.
Wondering if she should call you to come
and visit her as she greets strangers
or
if she should just daydream about you coming to her.
She daydreams that you come in your white car
that she loves you driving so much
and she goes up to you
and hug you
like long lost lovers finally reuniting.
She would wrap her arms around your neck
and whisper
in your ears, "I miss you so much."
She would give you a kiss on the cheek
when she would rather just kiss your lips.
She misses you so much right now
and she misses your lips on hers.
She misses
the hunger you both have for each other
and the late night wake ups so the two of you could meet.
She wanted to see you last night but
the two of you were really tired
and slept
through everything.
Maybe tomorrow she can ask you to visit.
Maybe tomorrow she will ask you
to go to floors 3, 4, and 5
so you
can see all the different kinds of art there are
in the building.
Maybe.

Last Night

Last night she waited for you
to call her
until she slowly fell to sleep.
She wondered why
you didn't call her.
Maybe it was the question she asked:  
Do you like talking to me?
You were surprised
and replied:  
Would I call you if I didn't like talking to you?
Maybe I should just call you once a month now.
She regretted
asking you that and wished deeply
that you didn't take it too seriously.
When you didn't call her
the next night, she worried,
but you were probably asleep.
She was right.
When she saw you the next day,
her worries last night disappeared
because she understood your tiredness.

She and You

For the first time in her life
You were on her mind every single day.
She thinks about you whether she wants to or not.
She thinks about you in a good way.
She dreams
of conversations you could have
with her when you're not with her.
She misses you
because she wants you near her.
She can see
you holding her heart in the palms
of your hands forever until the day that she dies.
She can feel
your lips on hers during your distance.
She wants you, she loves you as much as you do.
She is in love
with you because you are in love with her.
She sees how perfect you are
when everyone else
sees that you're mean, aggressive, and ugly.
She doesn't see you like they do
because love is blind.
She kisses you in the dark,
but what she really wants is to kiss you
where everyone can see.
She doesn't care what people think,
she just wants them to see how much she loves you.
You are hers and she is yours.
You may not be bonded by a ring,
but you are bonded by hope, happiness, and love.

Oh Goodness

I'm sick.

How else do you want me to define it?

I have dryness in my throat and snot in my nose that never seems to go away. I have coldness in my hands that requires warmth, I have paleness of my face, I have redness on my nose, I have the look of disaster when I look in the mirror.

Who wants some hot chocolate? I do.