Homeless

Consider me homeless for the week.
If it weren't for my stupid sister,
we wouldn't be homeless.
If it weren't for the devil,
as my parents say,
we wouldn't be homeless.
So now I'm enjoying
living at other's house
but I'm not enjoying the stupid bugs that bite me in the middle of the night and the nightmarish dreams that aren't exactly scary but disturbing enough to keep me awake.
So it's my turn to be homeless
but just until I'm not anymore.

It's Hard

It's hard to forget
about you
it really is.
No matter how hard she tries,
you end up in her head
more than she wanted you to be.

What a Sin

This Sunday...

I didn't really attend church.
I was present but not really.
At the main service, Mu Moo and I took Aye Aye's car and we went over to Hnin Nu's where we spent most of the church service gaping at the stuff she brought back from Thailand. It was awesome! We were like little children at the candy store!

Then at the Karen service, my main goal was to sit and sleep and not listen, but Zin Zin stuffed mama up my karen shirt and we lied to Gaw Thwee that we were going to go pee, instead we went to eat. Well, Zin Zin ate, I just accompanied her. It was a cool day of rebelling against God. What a sin.

Advantage of You

It upset her to see
her blood related sibling taking
advantage of you.
You shouldn't be like that with her.
If you're trying to get to her
through her sister then
let all things fall.

Resolution

So on New Year's Eve, I didn't make myself a resolution.
That's because I didn't think I would need one, or because
I couldn't think of one.

But now that it is the Karen New Year, here it is:
I will post more about my life on this blog; I will not try
to obsess with She and You; I will put up pictures that I
actually took about my life.

My life will be what I will try to focus on this year
because other stuff is a waste of my time.

Happy Karen New Year!

Letting Her Go

You shouldn't have let her go
so easily.
You should have fought
with her
to keep her.
Yet you let her go
and made her contemplate the life
she had with you.
She doesn't regret
being with you and they say
a couple is closer
when they get back together
after breaking up.
During their time off from
each other,
they figure out that they're the best
thing that they have for each other.
She guesses that she's like that and
if you'll have it,
she'll go back to you
when she's ready.

Apologizing

In her heart she apologized,
but she's afraid it might be
like that song
where you loved her
with a fire red,
but now it's turning blue.
Where she said sorry like the angel
heaven made you think she was.
She hope it isn't
because then the chance to let love in
would be wasted.


*italicized lyrics by One Republic