Life After You

She's got a new beau
except he's only a beau in her mind.
The attraction still applies,
and she hopes for the connection also.
Maybe not a "new" beau
from her history of before,
but more of a returning crush.
You are of no more,
the matter has already been discussed.
Life after you awaits
to spring new hopes, new loves, new experiences.
A therapist at heart
to her favorite best friend
about the lingering thoughts of her beloved.
Two love birds no more because of the
disconnection.
There was no connection between she and you
so life after you awaits,
a life with maybe her new beau.

Disappear

It's easy to make someone
disappear
when you don't take the time to find them.
At first you can't seem to go a day
without them,
you use most of your energy
just to find a way to be with them.
You're tired and frustrated
and then you skip a day
and realize that without them
it's so much easier.
There's no stress, no worries, no one
to take care of except for yourself.
Slowly you forget about them
because being with them hurt you.
You don't want to go back to them.
Being by yourself is much better and it keeps
you from falling.
The one day you will find another
that you can't live without,
that will be the day you know that that person
will change your life, wonderfully.

Sunday Pictures

First Love

It's always the hardest,
It's always the sweetest.
It can never be forgotten
and it's one of the most precious memories in life.
I've heard about it
and I wonder how it feels.
Will it be hard for me or easy?
If it's too easy is that even love?
First love will come for me when it does
I just have to wait.

In Your Eyes

Call me beautiful,
Call me crazy.
Call me everything I am in your eyes.
Call me intelligent,
Call me artistic.
Call me independent,
Call me loved.
Call me joyful, 
Call me an individual
Because that is what I am.
Call me anything you see,
Call me anything that I reflect
Because that will be everything I am in your eyes.

Free

I'm free like a bird riding above the ocean waves
with nothing to stop her
except for natural forces.
I'm free like a summer breeze
riding the edges of the skin of people.
I'm free like the beat of my heart
pumping life into my veins.
I'm free like the speed of light
faster, better, unstoppable.

Want and Need

She really doesn't want you anymore.
She really doesn't need you either.
Truth is
She just wanted to see what kissing was like.
Now that she can say she has kissed a boy
You are not needed.
She didn't realize she was manipulating you.
She didn't realize what she was doing
Until now.
She's analyzing everything between the two of you
and she doesn't get chills anymore.
Her friend says that they get excited
every time they see their lover and
She doesn't get that feeling anymore.
It's frustrating thinking that
she knows what she wants
but it's not what she needs.
She doesn't need you right now at all.
She just needs to be with her and her future.
Your future is not the same as hers.
Your future starts too early for her.
She needs at least a decade more
to get her heart straight
while you already have it figured out.
Now she's going to ruin it
by pulling herself out of your life.
She needs to figure out what she wants to be,
She needs to figure out how she's going
to pay for it.
She needs to figure out herself and it was selfish
of her to drag you in too soon.
She's a selfish being who wants
what's best for her in that moment.
Now that that moment is gone,
She doesn't need you in her life anymore
So she'll just walk away.