Want and Need

She really doesn't want you anymore.
She really doesn't need you either.
Truth is
She just wanted to see what kissing was like.
Now that she can say she has kissed a boy
You are not needed.
She didn't realize she was manipulating you.
She didn't realize what she was doing
Until now.
She's analyzing everything between the two of you
and she doesn't get chills anymore.
Her friend says that they get excited
every time they see their lover and
She doesn't get that feeling anymore.
It's frustrating thinking that
she knows what she wants
but it's not what she needs.
She doesn't need you right now at all.
She just needs to be with her and her future.
Your future is not the same as hers.
Your future starts too early for her.
She needs at least a decade more
to get her heart straight
while you already have it figured out.
Now she's going to ruin it
by pulling herself out of your life.
She needs to figure out what she wants to be,
She needs to figure out how she's going
to pay for it.
She needs to figure out herself and it was selfish
of her to drag you in too soon.
She's a selfish being who wants
what's best for her in that moment.
Now that that moment is gone,
She doesn't need you in her life anymore
So she'll just walk away.