He's so Fly

She expected
Him for Thanksgiving,
but he didn't come.
She was so excited the day
before and smiled
the whole way home,
but her heart dropped when
he didn't come.
His brothers came
and brightened my day.
His brothers came
in his place instead.
She found out he went to
Texas.
He didn't say anything about
Texas.
What kind of a friend is he?
When she saw him after church
on Sunday, her heart raced.
It was him, he came back.
She was so happy and he looked
so fly in his outfit.
So fly to the Max.
So she is attracted
to him, her friend.
That's something isn't it?

Flirt

She flirts with him
without really thinking about it.
And he flirts back
without realizing how
it's making her feel.
She likes the way this
relationship is holding out.
She's not going to move
Further with him
because then she might ruin
that relationship.

Incredible

She saw him again
and talked with him again.
Every time they interact,
she loves every single moment.
She doesn't even think
about the other guy that
She had an earlier crush on.
She thinks about him now and the
after feeling was incredible.

Boost Her Confidence

It's nice to know
that there are some guys who thought
her attractive.
It's disturbing, however,
when those guys are hardly
attractive themselves.
Maybe if there was a super hot,
super cool nice guy
who found her attractive
then it might boost her confidence.
To know that she might
be good enough for a god
is satisfying.

He Took Her Breath Away

She swore under her breath,
except she didn't have her breath
because he walked in
and took her breath away.
It was like she knew he was coming
and looked up and there he was.
How she did that she didn't know.
Maybe she saw him
through her peripheral vision.
She knew he were there
so she looked up.
He was wearing the red flannel
over his white v-neck.
She remembered the time he rested
his head on her lap in his red flannel.
It made her day,
but he didn't stay long enough.
She found herself disappointed
but when Sunday comes,
she'll have the chance to see him
if he's there.

The Past is in the Past

I got to say I missed you
But do you honestly think we're cool?
The aching that you put me through
Can never be removed.
It's stuck in my head,
It's stuck in my heart.
Of all the girls in the world,
I thought I was your One.
For you it was so easy
To see me go insane.
You couldn't see me suffering,
You couldn't see my pain.
It's burning me,
It's hurting me,
I see you in my dreams,
But this is how life his.
Love comes and love goes.
I didn't expect for you to throw
Away the love I had for you.
But hey,
I got to say I missed you
And you can think that we're cool,
But we're not.
The past is in the past
It's never going to last.
The past is in the past
Let's leave it at that.

Let's Hope

She wears the chain she asked from him
He gave it to her willingly.
She sees him and remembers
the after feeling.
She sees the other guy and flirts.
She sees him and they talk
about life.
He played with her hand and his pen
today as they talked.
She noticed and she liked it.
Something could happen between them
but let's go slowly.
He's like her brother but
she's attracted.
Could he be attracted?
After all these long years,
or is this just a phase?
It could be a phase but let's hope.
Let's hope that this could
become real.
Let's hope but not too high.
She dreams of hope but hoping can fail dreams.
Let's hope that her dreams don't fail.

Those Times

There's a family picture of her siblings and his,
and she absolutely love it.
It's like their first family picture, but
it's not legit...yet.
He's like her brother
but as she thinks about all
the time they have interacted with each other,
there was the after feeling that maybe
just maybe he's the one.
He just hasn't realized it.
There was that time he asked her
to look after his clothes as he played soccer.
There was that time when she was on the floor watching
a movie and he was right behind her,
She blushed silently because she didn't know he was there.
There was that time when he had
something in his eye and it was irritating him
and she fixed it by blowing it away.
Then there are all of those other times
when she talked to him and our quick remarks
made us laugh.
There was that time today when he said
She was talking about him with my friends and
She had no idea what he was talking about.
It was a hilarious moment, but she still loved it.
She loves his family, and she loves him but...IDK.

To the Love of my Life

Singleness without the loneliness.
What would it be like to be with you,
dear lover?
Right now I am absolutely happy.
I have amazing friends that love me,
I have a family that's supportive,
I'm in programs that's going to help
me build my resumes and personal experiences.
College is a bit overwhelming,
but I figure right now you're not worrying
about that at all.
You're probably figuring out how
to get out of high school.
No pressure though.
I understand.
I guess I'll find you one day.
I'm that kind of person,
I will know you when I know.
Right now I don't know because maybe
I haven't met you yet.
Even if I did meet you,
I haven't let myself be acquainted with you yet.
Chuh,
I haven't let myself be acquainted
with anyone long enough to know.
So I guess when I do know
who you are, dear lover,
I will be a successful young woman
with a higher education than right now.
AND I will be in love
because I will be with you!

Brotherly Love?

He's been like her brother for so many years
but now they're grown,
practically adults,
and she's curious about love.
He put his arm around her shoulders
and confused her.
Was this a brotherly act?
Was this what you would do to a friend
when you've never done such a thing?
He asked for her phone number,
Mixed messages are aroused.
Is there an explanation?
Will he graze her back again?
Will he try to come in contact with her again?
Could it be possible
that this brother of hers
has emerged out of his boyish past?