Disappear

It's easy to make someone
disappear
when you don't take the time to find them.
At first you can't seem to go a day
without them,
you use most of your energy
just to find a way to be with them.
You're tired and frustrated
and then you skip a day
and realize that without them
it's so much easier.
There's no stress, no worries, no one
to take care of except for yourself.
Slowly you forget about them
because being with them hurt you.
You don't want to go back to them.
Being by yourself is much better and it keeps
you from falling.
The one day you will find another
that you can't live without,
that will be the day you know that that person
will change your life, wonderfully.