Let's not Tremble Back

Is it wrong to think
about you
after she broke your heart?
She tried to stay away
She tried so hard to keep away
from you
so that her heart, her emotions
wouldn't
fall back in love with you.
But now it seems
all she does now is think about you
She knows she shouldn't
but how can she stop
when you made her laugh?
When she can still feel you gently tapping
her head
away for annoying you?
She broke your heart once
She doesn't want to break it again.
She doesn't want you tangled in her battlefield
where
She fights her own emotions.
She can't do what she wants
She can't figure herself out.
So please just stay away
for now
She'll try hard not to tremble back
to you
to keep you safe from her.
She'll try to keep from being jealous
when you talk
with other girls.
She shouldn't feel jealous in the first place
because it's not in her right anymore
to feel this way
after she hurts you.
So she'll try to stay away
to not tremble back.