The Lover I Am

I don't really write
about my life. I mean why should I
since it's already in my poems.
But if you should ever
want to learn more about me,
Read my personal description:I'm a lover without a lover with the most complicated love life.

Let's not Tremble Back

Is it wrong to think
about you
after she broke your heart?
She tried to stay away
She tried so hard to keep away
from you
so that her heart, her emotions
wouldn't
fall back in love with you.
But now it seems
all she does now is think about you
She knows she shouldn't
but how can she stop
when you made her laugh?
When she can still feel you gently tapping
her head
away for annoying you?
She broke your heart once
She doesn't want to break it again.
She doesn't want you tangled in her battlefield
where
She fights her own emotions.
She can't do what she wants
She can't figure herself out.
So please just stay away
for now
She'll try hard not to tremble back
to you
to keep you safe from her.
She'll try to keep from being jealous
when you talk
with other girls.
She shouldn't feel jealous in the first place
because it's not in her right anymore
to feel this way
after she hurts you.
So she'll try to stay away
to not tremble back.

She didn't Love You Enough

She loved you,
but she didn't love you enough
to stay with you.
She didn't love you enough
to say to herself that
she was in love with you.
She didn't love you enough
so that's why your in pain
and she's as free
as ever.

Missing Him

She missed him today.
She remembered in the summer
He was always there,
making her laugh,
making her smile,
making her enjoy life itself.
But she couldn't be with him
Because he loved somebody else.
She can't be with him now
because he's not there.
She just misses his company.
She just missed that moment
in her life where they talked
and laughed together.
It was a fun time in her life
until it ended.
She doesn't care if nothing
happens between them.
She just wants her friend back.

He's so Fly

She expected
Him for Thanksgiving,
but he didn't come.
She was so excited the day
before and smiled
the whole way home,
but her heart dropped when
he didn't come.
His brothers came
and brightened my day.
His brothers came
in his place instead.
She found out he went to
Texas.
He didn't say anything about
Texas.
What kind of a friend is he?
When she saw him after church
on Sunday, her heart raced.
It was him, he came back.
She was so happy and he looked
so fly in his outfit.
So fly to the Max.
So she is attracted
to him, her friend.
That's something isn't it?

Flirt

She flirts with him
without really thinking about it.
And he flirts back
without realizing how
it's making her feel.
She likes the way this
relationship is holding out.
She's not going to move
Further with him
because then she might ruin
that relationship.

Incredible

She saw him again
and talked with him again.
Every time they interact,
she loves every single moment.
She doesn't even think
about the other guy that
She had an earlier crush on.
She thinks about him now and the
after feeling was incredible.