When I Fall

I was wondering
and thought that maybe if anyone
asked me if I had ever been in love,
I would say no.
I have never been in love and that's the truth.
I may have liked boys, and
I may have loved them, but
I have never ever fallen in love with them.
Sure there's been moments of desire,
but that's lust.
Love and Lust
there's a huge difference between the two words.
I won't try to explain because
you can see there's a difference.

All I can say is that I have never been in love.
I will not try to fall in love any time soon.
When I do fall in love, however, I want to feel
that spark of electricity between me and the person
I will soon fall in love with.
Because then I will see the sign that we were meant to be.

Sure there's been boys who have fallen in love with me
already and they've already confessed,
but if I don't feel it, if I try to force it, then where's the magic in that?

I want to feel magic and exhilaration of being with
someone who will expose me to new things. I don't want to
be held back by those boys who have already fallen for me.
They will only stop my growth.

So when I do fall in love, I want it to be with
someone new,
someone who takes my breath away,
someone who knows how to say that I am beautiful,
someone who says that he likes me and is interested in me first before he says he loves me,
someone who can make me trust him,
someone who can entertain me,
someone who can make me laugh.

When I do fall in love,
I'll feel his impact on me and just know.

Ice Skating...

...was SUPER FUN!

I hardly took a  break and I can't wait to get back on the ice.
It was a very active thing for me and made me think that
if I loved doing this thing so much, I should just start
exercising like this.

I took a lot of photos of my friends ice skating so here's the
view of the night!

A Super Train

A Train of Flurries

Sarangheo!

New Music Video

So the Eastern Star Choir is making a music video.

Singer- Full Stop
Main girl- Phyu Zar
Main boy- Rambo
Friends- Maekaba, Eh Kler Dah, Giri
Director- Prat
Back Seat Director- Maekaba
Camera Man- Thinni
Behind the Scenes Camera Women- Zin Zin, Giri
Driver- Hgaw Thwee

Story Line: Two friends secretly love each other 

That's about it. There's not really anything special,
except that this is the first time any of us are doing a thing like this.

Phyu Zar Putting on Makeup

A Most Successful Jump

The Duration of a Jump

So Far So Good

My Shaking Sunday

Let's see...
The TDT situation is ok, well, according to me it is.
I don't know what Apple is planning and I don't
want to be a part of it.

Yesterday, I went to do laundry so I missed choir practice.
I really wanted to go, but then,
Naw Prat came to pick me up to dance
and we practiced the whole day,
but this morning I couldn't remember at all.

My mom also wanted me to play the piano in church.
I was nervous the whole day and my body was so
freakin' cold.

Something I learned about myself:
My body shakes with ice during nervousness.

I did well. I was so worried, but after you
accomplish something, everything's good.
Now to learn another song to be frightened for
next week.

Stupid TDT

YAH!

What right do they have to hurt my friends?!!!!
Those stupid TDT Guys.
Stupid SC!!!!!!!!!
I really hate SC right now.
He's probably the one telling his
friends to have started it in the first place.
I didn't want anymore drama,
but it just seem that the drama
keeps following us KCS girls
and it's all because of me.
I don't look at the consequences.
I do stupid but confident to have done
what I wanted to feel.
I still love him,
but it's because I broke his heart so many times
that he's probably doing this.
Damn.
I don't know what's going to happen now.
I really don't.
Those girls heard that TDT were planning revenge
and they're going to do the same thing.
God watch after them.
Those girls...

Dayliar's Song

There she stands,
beautiful, delicate, but stronger
than a spider's web.
The one on her right holds her
selfishly.
Sing the song of the day.
The one on her left holds her
secretly.
Sing the song of her heart.
The three pillars stand
not budging.
The three related by blood
hold still their spot
to keep the day in their night.
To sing the song of the flower
in the midst of men,
she sings silently in her sleep.

Dreaming

She dreams
Every night and you visit
Every single time.
She's not crazy,
that's just her way
of seeing you when she can't.
She's going to tell you
one day
of these dreams and how much
she misses you.
She's going to tell you
how you're the only one
to visit when she's lonely.
No other boy has ever come to her at night
as much as you do.
You'll probably flow
into ever dream she has
until she figures out
a way
to tell you the truth.